today I ran off too the beach with Nakamaru, I thought it was what he needed most was to get far away from century for a little bit, I also needed to talk to him about several things...

I also will share a few details of what happened when I went with Joonie to my parents home, I've chosen not to inherit  yet...though you want to take care of me ( Read more... )

Joonie your finally back!!!! they say that distance makes the heart grow fonder well I believe that's true, while you were gone I thought of you it seemed like every second, and even now that carries over now that your back...I feel like a housewife lol so what would you like for your meal dear? I promised myself when I heard about your diet that i ( Read more... )

recently I've been super energetic, super genki, super everything! I've been boxing alot I tihnk my muscles have gotten bigger and I've gotten less skinny,maybe now I won't look so tiny compared to Joonie


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I went out with Maru-kun and we both crosseddressed as geisha~ I had so much fun really it'd been awhile since I acted like such a dork.
Also Maru-kun I found a scooter for you that I think you'll like, I'll teach you how to ride it so if your stressed otu come find me and we'll have fun ne :)

Again this week Joon sent me some pictures from ( Read more... )

I get a video mail from Joonie *kyaaa~*  though I don't know why he feels the need to tell me about shaving, but oh well at least he was think of me and the last part is what I love the most...I know In Germany he doesn't have alot of time so even if it's in the shower >///< If he finds the time to send me a message or a video i'm happy...It's just ( Read more... )

I got a call from my parents....well my dad's secretary...she called to tell me that they were both in Tokyo and wanted to have lunch with me since it had ben soooo long, just the way the receptionist held out the 'so' pissed me off I haven't seen my parent since my first year of middle school, they are my parents in name only, I would glady throw ( Read more... )

Minna,

Sometimes I wish I would just shut up! I can't even stop it and I say hurtful prying things...because not knowing things scares me...my worst nightmare is that one day i'll wake up and someone would have taken you away, I know...well at least i'm pretty sure it won't happen...but fate seems to alwaysbe throwing me curve balls, I hope we'll ( Read more... )

Well, this week has been a whirlwind of very sad and happy emotions, I realized once again how valueable good friends, old and new, are. Nakamaru your such a good friend it makes me tear up thinking about your kindness, I feel like for the first time in a long time that I have a family...remember what I said about the planetarium tickets before? ( Read more... )

I really I'm becoming very sentimental. I am so thankful, as valentines day...and an important anniversary approches, I find myself thinking how luck I am to be loved (romantically or otherwise) by those who have passed on and those who are around me now

really I'm so thankful T_T I'm thankful to Maru, you've treated me kindly when i've scathing ( Read more... )